Writn by Jessie Mac
Our boots make comforting crunching sounds on the snow. I can feel wet flakes on my face and every once in a while I shake the gathering flakes from my thickest coat.
The thin layer of fresh snow is hiding ice in some areas where the crunchy sound is not noticeable. You manage to grab my arm as I feel myself slip.
I hold on tight. We are silent, enjoying that rare comfortable feeling we have when we are together – that nothing really matters, not really, in the end.
We walk on arm hooked in arm.
Photo: Snow Storm by Petr Kratochvil
How did I come to reading the novel The Road by Cormac McCarthy?
We were driving along remember? I was passenger and you were driver.
When the path you’re walking on seems the same for a while, you begin to wonder when your environment will change. Your brain is in robot mode, you might wonder if everybody around you is in robot mode too and if these people are wondering the same thing about themselves and you. You wonder if you’re really just a machine, that society is just a machine, that imagine if there was no society and no machine.
Anyway, those were my ponderings when I said something stupid. Remember?
When don’t you say stupid things? You say. Hey – Cheeky.
I said – wouldn’t it be great if we all didn’t have to live like mice racing around a wheel, that society as we know it didn’t exist anymore?
You were horrified by my suggestion. Remember?
You said – have you read The Road? You should read The Road.
So I read it.
The Road is like a road trip with hints of hope in a grim decayed society where nothing exists except pure survival. The reason for why society turned out this way is never explained and doesn’t really matter much.

The language used in the book was surprisingly poetic. He uses his sentences as if writing poetry, with the minimal of words and punctuation.
Even to the point of omitting punctuation where there should normally be punctuation. The lack of punctuation, speech marks, names – the names of the main characters are not mentioned at all – they’re simply The Man and The Boy – stresses the lack of society’s rules.
After reading the book, I was curious about the film based on the book.
So I watched the film.
There was a scene in the book that I was surprised was cut out from the film since films seem to want to compete finding massive gratification in depicting blood and gore just to shock their audience. I found an article mentioning the scene here if you’re interested. I won’t say which scene but if you’ve read it, you’ll know because it left an imprint in my mind.
While the book shocked me, the film made me cry. Why? The boy. It’s heart-wrenching to hear a small boy wish he was dead and begging his father not to leave him.
It seems that McCarthy had strange ideas of what is required in the art of progress which I’m not sure about. When there is birth, death may come first – but all the time and does death always mean violent destruction?
McCarthy said “There’s no such thing as life without bloodshed,” McCarthy said during a rare interview in 1992. “I think the notion that the species can be improved in some way, that everyone could live in harmony, is a really dangerous idea.” (Source: Times Online)
Here’s an extract from The Road by Cormac McCarthy:
Huddled against the black wall were naked people, male and female, all trying to hide, shielding their faces with their hands. On the mattress lay a man with his legs gone to the hip and the stumps of them blackened and burnt. The smell was hideous.
Jesus, he whispered.
Then one by one they turned and blinked in the pitiful light. Help us, they whispered. Please help us.
After reading the book and watching the film, I changed my mind. Being a numb mouse running around a wheel is not that bad a thing. I quite like having electricity and hot water; and food etc. Does that make me a coward? The thought of living without the necessities and every day having to worry about being hunted and becoming someone else’s food makes me shiver.
He shoved the boy through the hatch and sent him sprawling. He stood and got hold of the door and swung it over and let it slam down and he turned to grab the boy but the boy had gotten up and was doing his little dance of terror. For the love of God will you come on, he hissed. But the boy was pointing out the window and when he looked he went cold all over.
The safe option would be to have the mind of a mouse. If that was the case, wouldn’t it be great to be mice that loved the wheel and loved the sometimes seemingly meaningless running we do inside the wheel?
Isn’t there a film about that? A film about indoctrinating people to love being part of a machine? There must be.
Have you seen the film or read the book?
What do you think?
Leave a comment. It’s good to know.

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“Be of good cheer. Do not think of today’s failures, but of the success that may come tomorrow. You have set yourself a difficult task, but you will succeed if you persevere; and you will find a joy in overcoming obstacles.”
Helen Keller
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Night Walker 159,000 words. Finished. Leaving to marinate.
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