To blog or to write?

I’ve been dipping my toes in. Into what you might ask? That simple yet frightening thing calling itself Twitter. And I’m learning, I think, I hope. Not sure what Twitter etiquette is yet – hopefully no one has been offended by my click happy fingers yet or ever. Do people expect you to follow them if they follow you? See, it’s questions like that that bug me as I roam, click and read like mad. See if I was an highly excellent blogger as outlined by Celestine Chua’s 8 Habits of Highly Excellent Bloggers article then I would have all the answers for you on this page. But I don’t. It’s 3.58am and like an unruly child, I know I should be asleep. I’m new at this and I’m learning. Let me be.

Strangers are signing up to follow me and I’m following people as well.  Before you pick up the phone and call 911 (sorry 999) and label me a stalker, let me just say, it’s allowed. To cyber stalk, sorry, I meant follow total strangers who if you pass them on the street wouldn’t know you and vice versa. I admit I got a little, okay a lot, click happy and started following people who seemed remotely interesting.

One of these twitters or tweeters or twits or twats (no, that can’t be right, there would be an uproar if people started calling other people that) I’m following is BubbleCow (@bubblecow) after finding them whilst trawling on the Internet like the Internet junkie I am becoming. I guess stalking Mr Internet won’t get me arrested and no one is going to say ‘he’s just not that into you’ when I tell them about this new obsession with Mr Internet with his large information networks. That’s what Mr Internet does for me, provide me with valuable information, to the point of overload. And I can’t get enough. I should stop this analogy before the Erotica Police hunt me down. Anyway it doesn’t help with sleep either. Probably the opposite. The mind has no excuse to stop.

Anyway, BubbleCow’s website is full of valuable information about the publishing industry and all aspects of the writing process – for aspiring writers like myself. It was only when I read them that I found out they’re a family blog of husband and wife, Gary and Caroline Smailes, both writers. Not only is their website helpful but they twitter often directing you to other useful writing resources.

One particular article of theirs got my attention today – Why (and How) Writers Should Blog Every Day. Why did it? Well, today before reading the article I actually tweeted (@insomniacfoetus) if I should blog or write. This is what Gary Smailes had to say:

The number one priority MUST be to write and get your book written. Without a written book you have nothing to pitch and nothing to sell. If you genuinely have so little free time that it is consumed fully by writing, then forget about trying to build a loud online voice. Instead, focus on making your book amazing, producing a great book pitch and approaching traditional publishers.

And I’m happy to say I chose writing instead of blogging. I’m blogging now because I can’t sleep and my brain is not feeling particularly creative – I haven’t found the switch button yet – to write the novel (114,000 words and counting). This week, I’ve read again and again about how writers should build a platform – online promotion or self promotion. Gary says:

Blogging every day makes a difference. The massive output of content feeds google, attracts visitors (potential readers) and builds your voice.

Yet it is hard work. The key comes down to priorities. If you are serious about building a platform, then it needs to become a job (a way of life). You need to ‘find’ time each day to read blogs, leave comments, play with twitter, update your Facebook and write blog posts.

Having only got into Twitter recently (42 followers) and after creating my new blog in the last few days, I know that all these new avenues and applications are addictive because they’re new but will normally hold my attention only for awhile. Last year, I went crazy on Facebook for a few months but eventually had to force myself back to real life reality. The only difference now is everywhere I read, this is suppose to be a part of my job as aspiring novelist.

I’m going to get fat sitting in front of my computer all day! It can’t be healthy. Not the amount of time I’m stuck to the screen. But then who doesn’t have a job that can make them unhealthy these days?

Initially, I started my blog for myself as a way of making myself accountable to someone and why not an invisible audience that may or may not be there, anyone who was reading. It was to help me feel mentored while I hide away to write. If you look at my previous posts you’ll see motivational quotes and blog entries were like me as student showing the teachers (anyone who could be reading) what I had done that day or my excuses for not doing what I was suppose to be doing – writing. Now I’m told that I must think about the reader and what they get out of reading my blog. So I’ve got the pressure of motivating myself everyday to make my word quota and on top of that the pressure of entertaining or providing value to my readers (if I have any). Ah man. That’s a whole load of pressure.

I guess if more than three people say this, I must at least try. Reminding me of when I was writing English Literature essays at university, that when you can only find one example to back up your argument, then you could be wrong in your assumption but if you can find more than three, you can be pretty sure that you’re on the right track.

[Sources: pic from here and quotes from BubbleCow]

“Keep away from small people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great.” Mark Twain – Author

STATUS: Going to try and sleep. It’s 5.01. I’m tired.

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Cytokines my unknown nemesis

All this time I thought it was just my brain that kept me up at night. No. It seems that my immune system is talking too much with each other and every other cell in my body, including my brain. No wonder I don’t sleep with all the chattering all over my body – well, that is all of me.

According to the article Tired but Wide Awake which outlined a study published on May 25 in the journal Biological Psychiatry:

Cytokines are fundamental signaling molecules of the immune system that allow communication of immune cells with each other as well as communication with other tissues, including the brain.

What does the study mean to me? Nothing. Funded by the National Institute of Mental Health. Enough said. Well, people have said I should get myself checked but until it’s verified by an expert or two, I’m as sane as you are. Which is probably not that sane. Sanity is really a big illusion. Shush. Don’t tell anyone. I won’t tell. So until I’m being watched by ‘strange people’ outside my bedroom for signs of abnormality. I jest. Mental Illness is no joke. Not all mad people are mad. It’s the sane ones you should be watching out for. Until then. Scientists will take longer to get to ‘normal’ people like you and me who have problems with sleep deprivation.

My insomnia is not fatal. Can’t be. I’m not dead yet. I’m not. But who can verify that? Life is but an illusion too. Sorry, back to my problem. It’s not chronic. Just painfully sporadic. Sleep is playing a little game with me. When I think he’s going to around for a while, he disappears on me. Then when I’m despairing and getting used to him not being around, he appears again.

In the meantime, to hate cytokines, my immune system, is like hating that imperfect toe. Unless somebody somewhere is responsible for making things up and cytokines are just one of those things. Well, they succeeded in getting me blogging about it.

Ah well, the search and game-playing continues. Without Sleep I can’t function. Without me, Sleep, you forget, you don’t exist. Not in my mind. Perhaps you stay away because Insomnia won’t leave me alone. Who knows? I don’t.

[pic taken from here and quote from here]

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Finally a new baby blog

Say hello to my new baby blog. Here it is. After trying out a handful this one seemed the simplest. The whole process has been harder than I thought. It has taken me 4 days, including this one. I never thought it would take so long. Understandably if I had created the website myself it would make sense but these were WordPress templates created by someone else. It shouldn’t take that long. Wrong.

My previous blog was not adequate. It’s still there if anyone wanted to dip into it but it was limited in what I could do. So I had to change. People were asking me why the RSS feed didn’t work. I had just signed up to Twitter and found that other websites had links to Twitter accounts. I started reading and reading; and realized if I wanted a RSS feed that worked, a link to my Twitter account and many other options available out there I had to change. And I had to change very soon before the posts added up. I wish I knew an easy way to transport the past posts from the last 4 months. But in the end I just left it be.

So these last 4 days I’ve signed up to: -

- Google Reader for my iMac and iPhone. Being able to read articles from sites I’m interested in all in one place while on the move and away from my iMac has been invaluable.

- Twitter for my iMac and iPhone. It was a bit strange at first because you’re thinking what can I tweet about that would interest anyone. At first I had my tweets protected. There’s that fear of everything you tweet being all over the Internet but I retracted it and now anyone can ‘follow’ me. You have to get used to people, total strangers, following you, unfollow you and even tweet you. As of this minute, I have 10 followers. A small number but still, it’s all still a bit freaky. It can be unnerving but I’m getting used to it. And after 4 days, it’s a better way to keep in touch. It’s not perceived as rude, you can’t really be offended with the words allowed, to send someone a short message.

- New blog. The new blog allows me more room to play around with what I can put on the blog. As I don’t have books out I don’t need a proper website yet that requires other web pages. The ‘About’ page that I had in my old website I condensed into a few words and they’re on my blog. The other web pages can be set up later.

Before typing this post, I found an article by the author Alan Orloff stating 7 things he’s learnt so far and the 5th point he made seemed quite appropriate to this post:

Online promotion takes a lot more time than you think. Website, blog, Google Reader, Facebook, Twitter, listservs, Yahoo groups, nings, and a kajillion other social sites lure you in and won’t let go. These connections are valuable, but you need to exercise discipline or you’ll look up and four hours will have elapsed with nothing to show for your “writing” time except a few Mafia War hits.

Unlike the process of writing, setting up a blog and working with its many facets eg plugins, widgets, code etc and moving things around has been frustrating for someone as clueless as I am but it has also been very addictive. Extremely. This beginning part I couldn’t do for a few hours a day. It consumed me.

Like with everything else on the Internet, the results could be seen immediately if you persevere. That’s why the high you get from getting it right can override that of tapping away slowly when you’re writing, plodding along, unsure if you’re writing anything good. Now that the blog is up and running, I have to remind myself that I have to get back to actual writing. This is my experience of being a corporation of one. Now that the bulk of the set up has been done, I just need to post and save, maintaining with a little oiling once in awhile without it swamping the main activity of writing. Hopefully.

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Hello world!

This is my first – and short – post using this new wordpress blog.

After spending all day on searching for a theme and setting it up, I’m finding I’m suffering from internet fatigue. Usually you get internet fatigue from sitting and waiting for a slow connection but I think it’s possible to be overloaded with too much information.

I think it’s time to interact with the real world again.

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